Revolution

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Ah, Easter

So, here it is- the Easter Holidays; those glorious two weeks that are placed so agonizingly close to exams, yet still manage to seem far enough away for one to do fuck all in the realms of revision.

Yeah mate.

As it happens, I have fuck loads of work to do, but have so far accomplished little more than leveling up all my pokemon substantially (not that that's a bad thing)

Right now I'm sitting on Samm's ridiculously broken bed (the previous owner left the springs on one side so damaged that it now slowly rolls anyone aboard into the wall) listening to Pete(r) Doherty's new album through a wall, so I thought I'd put the 'mon down and have a razz at this thing- maybe I'll actually succeed in somewhat regular posting.

I'm going home tonigt, so the next couple of days may actually be productive, but I'm not going to count on it: I have to play radio DJ for an A level, man, how distracted am I gonna get?

Anywho, Samm's out of the shower now.

bye:)

Sundays

Wow, I haven't had a Sunday Sunday for quite a long time!

I mean, it's been Sammday Sundays pretty much non-stop (save a few football matches) for over a year now, so this... this was a change. 

I don't like them.

There's nothing to do. Well, nothing REAL to do. There's myspace, there's facebook, there's Pokemon (Gyarados FTW) and apparently there's English Coursework, but THAT'S IT!

What's the point? Why not just make two saturdays. I know that that wouldn't work, but they should make it work. God should make it work! He is omnipotent after all...

Oh yeah, that reminds me- God. Right, he's supposed to be this completely perfect being- supremely, even- no flaws, the best a man can get and all of that cal, so why the fuck does he need a day of rest? Creationism, stupid. 

Well, that's my day sorted- time for lost...

Snow rant

Well, this snow's outstayed it's welcome, hasn't it?

School's been closed since bloody Thursday! I'm not usually one to complain about such a thing, but I'm getting seriously bored here at home; there's only so much Stephen King, Logic and Facebook and I can bloodywell take before I want to smash my head against the wall.

The snow isn't even decent snow. It's shit frozen crunchy crumbly make you fall on your ass snow. The worst kind: dangerous and boring. And even if it wasn't, there's not exactly much more to do with it- snowball fight (done), snowman (done), get so cold you thought your hands were going to drop off (done)- now it's just bed bound boredom.

*sigh*

And don't even get me started on the lazy-ass postman! Where the hell is he? I'm awaiting on stuff that will actually keep me sane, but oh nooooooo, there's snow.

Why can't they deliver in snow? Is it because they are bound by some must-where-shorts-or-fuck-off contract? Why else? (i'm sure there is a perfectly valid reason, but I'm annoyed) Lazy bastards, get some waterproof trousers and GIVE ME MY FUCKING SMASH.

Bastards.

Ah well, back to the Tommyknockers- I got it from Samm for my birthday (July), so it's about time I stuck my teeth into it:P 

Think warm, melting thoughts, people.

Goodbye. 

You've gotta love...

the little things in life.

Sitting on a comfy sofa with my pyjama ridden girlfriend's arms around me, snuggling all snugly and warm whilst the friendly ambience of Friends and sitcom laughter echoes in the background; steam-room stress relief leaves heart rate low whilst conscience is calmed by completed work and new found inspiration. Stomach slightly bloated by delicious potato croquettes, an after taste of ocean spray cranberry (and blackcurrent)  combined with myspace and blogger and youtube. Prospect of sleeping til god knows when tomorrow morning, breakfast at lunch and lunch at tea- the ease of having nowhere to be. 

When you think about it, the small things are everything...

:)

Well...

I feel like shit. 

I've got some sorta bug that's apparently been going around recently, kind of a cross between a headache, a cough and feeling really really lazy. I don't like it. I've got stuff to do and I really can't bring myself to do it- it's like apathetitus. So yeah, I've been bed bound for the entirety of today!

On the plus side, in my deadness I have managed to watch two great films that I'd yet to get round to watching... Taxi Driver and American Beauty. The former was just entertaining, but American Beauty really spoke to me. It made me think about life and happiness, made me ponder over just where my life is taking me... I'm not gonna go into much detail, because I'm both too ill and unsure of what it made me think to do so. Just take it that it did.

Conclusions are hard to draw on stuff like that; it makes you pit fundamental aspects of your life against each other, creating conflicting aspirations and juxtaposed opinions. Nothing is clear. Makes me realize just how uncertain and insecure I am about pretty much everything.

Sigh.

Modern Life Is Rubbish. 

:)

So I haven't written one of these for a while...

Not aaagggeess, but still a while.

I've kinda been busy (kinda is definitely the word to emphasize in that one), but in all honestly I've just been outta sync. I'm rubbish at keeping stuff up. 

Oh, and yeah, I quit my band. 

You may have noticed that my previous entry was kinda negative on that front. Well, it got to me. The scene got to me. The people (sorry) got to me. The fact that the music we were making didn't really mean anything really got to me. So, if any of you happened to be massive Free Will fans (lol), I apologize- they're going on without me, but don't expect much. It is Northampton after all. Oh, and I'm still gonna upload Conscious Sleep music video and I AM still really proud of that, so check it out and spread the word and YEAH.

 

What am I doing now?

Not an awful lot. Spending a lot of time with my girlfriend, which is nice, all other hours are spent either sleeping or doing school work. It's an alright existence, I guess. 

On the up side, my mum just gave me an awesome little gadget which is half a torch, half a laser pen, so I'm pretty excited about that. I think that it's gonna bring me some serious pleasure in the coming weeks. 

I'm a nerd.

If you've read this, please leave a comment acknowledging that fact. 

I just wanna know if people actually read it, ya know?

Buh bye :)